dear servant, your nice master is writing to you now.

firstly, can you try to type proper english? cos it's really hard to try to read what you are writing.

secondly, i really dont want to make you sad but i can tell that you really like him. if you dont like him why would you cry over him? if you dont like him why would you feel so sad that he cheated on you? if you dont like him why do you even feel sad? cos if you really dont like him you wouldnt care what he does, cos its none of your business. so the fact that you actually feel sad means that you still care for him.

come on, wake up. im getting real sick of your emo-ness and cant you just get that @#$%@#% person out from your mind? if you really dont like him, you should be able to get over him easily as he doesnt mean anything to you at all. but the fact that you cannot get over him means he holds a place in your heart and you find it hard to forget him.

is he worth all the trouble? you said he is not worth it many times, but why do you still take extreme pains to "forget him" and "start afresh"? ask yourself, do you even want to forget him? i think not.

this is the cold truth and as your master i dont mean to make you sad but i have to tell you frankly to make you wake up. suffering is always pain, but after it comes a rainbow. he is your suffering and if you get over him once and for all, then the rainbow will come. so if you still like now, refuse to get rid of him once and for all, the suffering will be there forever and the rainbow will never come, at your expense. its not good for you.

yes im not you and i dont know how you feel, but from a observer's eyes its very obvious you dont want to forget him and you cannot bring yourself to do so, however much you want to. i know all the pain and hurt you are feeling and i dont wish to add salt to it, but if you dont wake up. you will be feeling the pain forever. so its better that you quickly feel the pain, then quickly let go of it.

i suggest that if you want to cry, go have a good cry. but make sure that will be last time you will ever cry over him. after that, forget him once and for all and let go of the pain in your heart. millions of people in the world have gone through lost love but found them soon enough because they were willing to let go. pain. suffering. do you think you are the only one who has gone through those?

not that i have gone through it, but im just telling you that you are not the only one in the world who actually feels pain and suffering. think of me as mean, unfeeling and cruel if you like. but when you finally let go of the pain, you will finally understand the good of what im doing for you now and you will finally understand what im trying to tell you through this very long post.

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