Though it may sound miraculous and perhaps, ridiculous to you, i agree with jie xi. somehow, everyone has to go through such things. Life is like that. Live it and accept it. You know, i don't think he ever meant for the relationship with you to be serious. But you will have to get over it. Eventually. Emo-ing won't help, though it can be fun sometimes (for me, anyway).

Try to forget him. Erase him from your mind. Don't let anything remind you of him. Simply forget about him, and perhaps you will be happier. Don't worry; things will work out in the end. There will always be someone out there that cares for you. Just wait. That day will come where everything turns out great, and the world suddenly cares for you. It will come one day. Then all these bad things will be nothing but a distant memory.

Meanwhile, be happy. Don't let what others think of you bother you too much. Do what you think is right, after, perhaps, a discussion with your friends (e.g. ME!). Avoid audition for a while, or if you really have to play, create another character and use it for a while until you completely get over the loss.

Instead, take up another hobby. Like watching TV or something. Reading books is both fun and educational, but be careful you avoid love stories for a while if it affects your mood. Or, as an alternative, you can take up blog-reading, like me! (xD) It is also rather educational, but in a different way nevertheless. Or take up a sport. And train so you can get higher in NAPFA next year (yes, i know you got gold, but still).

Life is full of ups and downs, it cannot be avoided. Look for the best in every situation, and as I said before, everything will turn out alright!

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